Riot! Klang! The metal pole behind me rang loudly in the quiet of the night. Startled, I spun around to see the paving stone that had hit it rolling off the edge of the concrete. The boy who had thrown it dashed back into the darkness. I ran to the corner of the classroom and yelled at him. He was gone. There was only the darkness, a light drizzle, and the ringing of the pole. Somewhere, just out of sight, I knew that the rest of the "O" level boys were hiding, watching me. I resumed my steady walk, bouncing the baseball bat on the concrete every other step so that it made a "toik" as it hit. I wanted them to know I was "armed." Ha ha. Did he really mean to hit me? I wondered. Something that big would hurt, a lot. We were having a "riot" at Muhoho High School in Ruiru, Kenya. I was the teacher on duty, and I didn't intend to be frightened by an unruly bunch of 12 to 16 year olds. I wasn't either. I was pissed off. I was angry at the kids who were acting up, I was angry at the headmaster who was trying to ignore it, I was angry at the other teachers who sat quietly in their safe little houses doing nothing. Maybe I should have been scared. It doesn't take very many paving stones to... but I wasn't. The reason we were having a riot was unclear to me. The whole country was in an uproar about something. Nothing. Just a general feeling of unrest--anger, frustration, end-of-term jitters. Kamau Ngugi, the primary opposition politician had been brutally murdered a few weeks earlier. The remains of his body had been discovered by some bushman. Why the hyenas hadn't eaten it was a surprise and a mystery. That had obviously been the plan. Was president Kenyatta responsible? Possibly. But no one would dare to suggest that out loud. Was that the reason we were having riots? I don't think so, but it certainly added to the tension at Muhoho. I had driven down to Nairobi over the weekend on my motorbike. Outside the teacher's college, on the way into town, I had stopped. As I adjusted my seat, a Range Rover came careening out of the gates. Rocks rained down on it as a small sea of students ran after it, screaming angrily. The Rover disappeared down the highway and the students continued to yell. Some tossed rocks down the road long after it was gone. The mob, maybe 50 students, ignored me and went back into the compound, still yelling, jeering, breaking into Kikuyu chants. I left immediately, my maladjusted seat irritating my butt the rest of the way in. Town had been uncomfortably quiet that weekend, and I was happy to leave, to get back to my safe little school, nowheresville, up country. That same, strange malady had infected my school, however. Everyone was noticably jumpy, uncomfortable, and quiet. One more week of classes, then term finals, and it was over. One month off before the next term began. All anyone wanted to do was to finish it and get out of there. By next term, this would all blow over... I was a Peace Corps teacher. Taught "Maths" and Physics to both the "Ordinary" levels (roughly US high school) and the "Advanced" levels (junior college). The kids liked me because I made class fun, and I was extremely devoted. At times I seemed to care more about how they did on their exams than they did. Some nights I would come into study hall to see if anyone needed help. I loved working one-on-one with students. I was the only teacher who did this and I'm not entirely certain that the students appreciated it. Maybe they were just shy. Or maybe I was invading their private studies. I don't know. In my form IV class, we'd established the "Irigu" of the week. The best student got to be the honorary "banana", and said banana was duly awarded on Fridays, much to the amusement of the students. We laughed and goofed off at the end of the day. I told funny stories and they taught me a few more words in Kikuyu. They were good students and learned well, so some silliness seemed appropriate. It was a happy class. Were these the same, happy students, who, in large groups, under cover of darkness, had cut off the power, smashed the classroom windows, and were screaming in the night? Was that one of my boys who heaved a paving stone at me? Did they mean to scare or to kill? "Toik" "Toik" "Toik" I ventured into the pitch-black "O" level dormitories. I was startled to see one lone boy sitting on a bed. It was Njorogi, the kid with the bad leg and crutches. He explained that the other kids had made a pact that no one would sleep there tonight, and that he was exempted. We talked for a bit. Or should I say I talked for a bit. He answered in monosyllables. It seemed that everything I said just made him more nervous. I departed. Down the hill a bit was the "A" level dorm. The "A" levels were completely separate from the "O" level boys, and they were not involved in the "riot" at all. As a matter of fact, they seemed to be one of the targets! They were horrified that I was out. "Mr. Lewis, you don't understand! These boys are wild. They are dangerous. Look at that hole in the roof which is just there." One of them pointed his flashlight at the roof. There was a hole the size of a paving stone. "You guys are twice as big as they are! What the hell are you doing, hiding under your beds?" I was incensed. But nothing came of it. 80 "A" levels are no match for 300 "O" levels. At least they were convinced of this. They weren't going outside. I shouldn't either. I left, more pissed off than before. As I emerged, several shadows vanished before me. The headmaster was a Holy Ghost Priest who seemed to have no worldly cares. Better said, he didn't care about anything in the world. He ran his school in an absent, authoritarian fashion, and that was that. He did his job and never did anything more. I doubt he knew the name of a single student. I pounded on his door. I yelled about what was going on and why the hell wasn't he doing anything? "Just go home. It's being taken care of. The police are on their way." Calling the police to handle anything in Kenya is like sending in Attila the Hun. There are few things the police like better than beating up small, obnoxious boys. I told the headmaster what I thought of him, and stormed out. Stories of the University protests that friends had told me came to mind. The police had suppressed those with a lot of blood, some rapes, and several deaths. I didn't want that for my students, no matter what they were doing. The high school sits on top of a hill, and is surrounded on all sides by corn fields. The farmers also rent space to students who don't live in the dorms. The students pay the farmers a few shillings a month for a plot of land and build their own mud huts. These off-campus students were "officially" not involved in the riot. It was to these students I went. Under the barbed wire fence, pushed through the high corn. At each hut, they were startled to see me appear. Each time they assured me that they were not involved. They were just cooking dinner. Would I like some ugali? I sat for a few minutes and ate a bit as we talked. "The police will be here very soon. You know what would happen to any boy whom they caught..." "Oh, no, Mr. Lewis. We will not go anywhere near the school. We'll be very careful." They, of course, didn't know anything at all about the other boys. Broken windows? They didn't know anything about that. Would they pass the word? Sure, but they didn't have any contact with the rioters. I felt certain that the word would get out. I finished my loop about an hour later and returned to campus to find the police, in full riot gear, milling around the place. They twirled their Billy Clubs on the leather straps, impatient for something to hit. The headmaster was there, explaining how much damage had been done, and how those boys would be made to pay for it. My night was over. I went to bed. The next morning, I saw no reason to go to class. I felt betrayed by the very students whom I had worked so hard to help. My students! They did nothing, not one of them, worthy to be called "men". Utterly despondent, I left Muhoho and never came back.